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ReposeHere forever she rests.
Her heart plodding in life,
suffering alone in uncontrollable regret.
Unkempt mane, unknown to rage
wanting only their forgiveness,
for the foolish mistakes she made.
She has finally, slowly, lost everything.
One by one, they all disappeared in time.
Her secret first love, a close reserved friend, her fiery second love-
her caretaker, too-, all sense of comfort, happiness,
and soon too, her sanity.
Knowing only maddening grief and everlasting loneliness,
she lost herself like a rain droplet in the ocean.
Life so cruel to her, love evermore.
She curses her blood hue
that icy blue causing her longeivity.
Alas, there's nothing she can do.
She bears not the courage to steal her own life,
instead waiting out her sentence
as punishment for her sins- to herself -
hoping one will grant her final dying wish.
When Death finally did come to take her away,
to lay her in the welcoming cradle of her beautiful tomb,
she knew not of one's unrequited feelings for her.
She left h
five.Five is the number of times you worry he’s stopped breathing, as the surgeons carve around his heart, twisting away the plaque ridden arteries, and pulling a vein out of his leg. Five is the number of heart wrenching hours you and your family were waiting in the hospital room, worried that your lives would crumble, that there would be five members of the family instead of six, that five days out of the week he would not come home for dinner, that five kisses from him would no longer be given to his wife and four children. Five was the amount of fingernails you bit off while watching people enter and exit the waiting room, and the amount of minutes your mother spent on the phone, explaining that something was wrong. Five is the critical difference between holding a father’s hand as your mother cries into his heart shaped pillow. The difference between rejoicing and smiling weakly because he’s okay or carrying your father’s American-flag-covered-casket and watchin
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